Today was my longest day at the library so far. I can't understand why Jason's position had to be filled if the girls that are there aren't going to let anyone do anything. I sit there, hour after hour, waiting for the chance to do something but each and every time someone needs help the other girls jump in and don't allow me the opportunity. They glare at me for even trying to do something on my own and treat me as if I were completely incapable of doing anything right. I don't know how much more of this I can take - even before Jason and I were on a break it was bad but this is just crazy now.
I wish I had someone to talk to about what is going on at work. Mom doesn't understand that I ENJOY working for WISH and that I'd rather be doing that full-time. She thinks that I have an obligation to the library despite how badly I am being treated. I don't think she knows or cares how bad it actually is there. She's been so busy with work lately that she hasn't had much time to pay attention to anything but. I know it's partly because that is how she deals with my fathers death but also because she doesn't want to go through the same thing with me as she did with my sister.
Today was my longest day at the library so far. I can't understand why Jason's position had to be filled if the girls that are there aren't going to let anyone do anything. I sit there, hour after hour, waiting for the chance to do something but each and every time someone needs help the other girls jump in and don't allow me the opportunity. They glare at me for even trying to do something on my own and treat me as if I were completely incapable of doing anything right. I don't know how much more of this I can take - even before Jason and I were on a break it was bad but this is just crazy now.
I wish I had someone to talk to about what is going on at work. Mom doesn't understand that I ENJOY working for WISH and that I'd rather be doing that full-time. She thinks that I have an obligation to the library despite how badly I am being treated. I don't think she knows or cares how bad it actually is there. She's been so busy with work lately that she hasn't had much time to pay attention to anything but. I know it's partly because that is how she deals with my fathers death but also because she doesn't want to go through the same thing with me as she did with my sister.
Well, I guess that's all for tonight,
Macy